It was January 6, 2004 and after 10 years of pain and having just birthed my second child, I was ready to claim my strength. I understood from my studies over the past several years that our thoughts and what we focus on creates our reality.
So, on this wintry afternoon in my quiet living room, I stood with conviction and claimed this year my year of strength. That same afternoon, I took my children for a walk at the park and my body responded harshly. My body was my barometer; I knew it was telling me a shift was happening. Two days later, I received the phone call from Detective Newsome with news that they had, after 14 years, positively identified my rapist.
This was the ending and another beginning — a beginning I had strongly intended for myself just 2 days earlier. This strong intention set in motion a series of events that I never could have predicted, but which touched me in many healing ways and today, I stand in strength knowing the truth of who I am, knowing with conviction the gifts I have to give, knowing the power I have to create what I desire.
In gratitude for this gift and as a statement for the courts, I wrote the following. Click here to read more.
Anne


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February 3, 2007 at 12:16 pm
Heather Blakey
I have read it all Anne and this really is a message of hope and the spirit prevailing.
February 3, 2007 at 2:47 pm
lorigloyd
Anne, the reclamation of your life and the empowerment you gave yourself is more than some women would have been able to do on their own. I hope women who read this will be able to imitate you in their own personal lives, whatever their trauma. Thank you for sharing this.
February 4, 2007 at 1:58 am
dcevaal
Yes I read this too when you first joined- and was awed by your inner strength- as you have so rightly identified you have much to give and much to show so many people about how to deal with anger, grief and hope and to find an inner peace after such a journey.
Dijanne
February 4, 2007 at 4:21 am
imogen88
You are creating light. Reclaiming light.
February 4, 2007 at 2:43 pm
amazonratz
This is a story of a warrior, Anne. Thank you for sharing it with us.
February 5, 2007 at 12:43 am
gailkav
A magnificent testament to your courage and spirit, Anne.
February 6, 2007 at 9:16 pm
jan2
You sound like you made the journey and closed the gate on this path.Powerful… resiliant… absorbing.